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第16章 談怕死 On the Fear of Death

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威廉·哈茲裏特/William Hazlitt

威廉·哈茲裏特(1778—1830),英國散文家、評論家、作家。他曾從事過繪畫,但是在柯爾雷基的鼓勵下寫出《論人的行為準則》,隨後又寫了更多的散文作品。1812年在倫敦當記者,並為《愛丁堡評論》撰稿。從其作品來看,他熱衷爭論,擅長撰寫警句,謾罵和諷刺性的文字。他最著名的散文集是《席間閑談》和《時代精神》。

Perhaps the best cure for the fear of death is to reflect that life has a beginning as well as an end.There was a time when we were not:th is gives me no concern.

Why then should it trouble us that a time will come when we shall ce ase to be?I have no wish to have been alive a hundred years ago,or in the reign of Queen Anne.Why should I regret and lay it so much to heart that I shall not be alive a hundred years hence,in the reign of I cann ot tell whom?

To die is only to be as we were born;yet no one feels any remorse,or regret,or repugnance,in contemplating this last idea.It is rather a relief and disburthening of the mind;it seems to have been a holiday time with us then:we were not called to appear upon the stage of life,to wear robes or tatters,to laugh or cry,be hooted or applauded;we ha d lain perdu all this while,snug out of harm's way;and had slept out our thousands of centuries without wanting to be waked up;at peace and free from care,in a long nonage,in a sleep deeper and calmer than that of infancy,wrapped in the softest and finest dust.And the worst that w e dread is,after a short fretful,feverish being,after vain hopes,and idle fears,to sink to final repose again,and forget the troubled dream of life!

也許擺脫死亡恐懼的最佳療法是思考生命的開始與終結。曾經我們對此沒有給予關注。

為什麽走到生命的盡頭時,這個問題卻會困擾我們?我不希望生活在一百年前,或者安妮女王時代,為什麽還要為未能生活在一百年前,說不出是誰的統治時代而感到遺憾?

死亡就像我們的出生。思考這一永恒的主題,無人會自責、悔恨,或質疑,相反我們可以釋放心靈,緩解憂愁。我們仿佛在度假一般:我們沒有被傳喚至人生的舞台上,穿著華麗的衣服或破舊的衣衫,大笑不止或痛哭流涕,被人訓斥或者讚美,然而對此,我們卻隱藏了許久,安詳悠閑,而遠離傷害。我們仿佛沉睡了千百個世紀而不願被人喚醒,安逸而無憂慮,總處於孩童時期,而且比嬰兒睡得還要深沉,還要平靜,被裹挾於最輕柔、最細密的灰塵之中。我們最怕的是經過瞬間的狂熱、徒勞的希望、沒有緣由的恐懼,又沉浸到熟睡狀態,而忘記生命中困擾我們的夢想!