英文愛藏:那一年,我們各奔東西

第7章 青春不散場 (6)

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The next semester, I had a chance to begin again. As I approached my mission to build the coffeehouse, I was much more humble. I wanted to show the campus and myself that I was worthy of my position. I had never built a coffeehouse before and didn’t really know what I was doing, so I asked everyone for help. I asked the students, my advisor, the governing board and the college president.

I used to think that I had to pretend to know what I was doing, that I had everything under control and that I was in charge. It was that kind of thinking that got me into trouble in the first place. Now, I was finding that the easiest way to gain other people’ s respect was to admit to them what I did not know. I was shocked. It was my not knowing, my humility, and my willingness to ask others for help that was making me win in my new endeavor.

I finished my term as president. In the end, the team that I had put together raised over $125, 000 and we built a coffeehouse that is still there 11 years later.

On graduation day, as I grabbed my diploma and walked past my college president, he whispered, “Son, what doesn’t kill you makes you stronger.”

我簡直不敢相信自己的眼睛。一走進校園,我就看見海報貼得到處都是,上麵潦草地寫著:“傻瓜下台!”我是學生會主席,同學們卻要我下台。同學們陸陸續續地到了學校, 我看見他們圍到海報旁,然後朝我望過來。當時,我感覺自己的身心和人格就好像被置於奶酪擦上來回地磨著,我覺得自己都要崩潰了,然而仍拚命地試圖保持鎮靜。

當被同學們選舉為學生會主席時,校領導在選舉活動上對我的選舉成功表示祝賀,並說這是學校有史以來最精彩的一次競選活動。校園草地上的扔飛盤活動是我政治生涯的開端,我將飛盤扔給一些不認識的人,然後,他們又把飛盤拋給他們不認識的人。沒過多久,我們形成了一個小團體,每天的午餐時間聚在一起扔飛盤。