陽光穿透畢業的日子

第10章 為夢想披荊斬棘 (9)

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But something wonderful started happening in the midst of all this. I began to see all the beauty around me in a wholly new way. The smallest things that I neglected before started to catch my eyes. I noticed how colorful and serene a sunset could be when you took time to enjoy it. Blades of grass cascading along hillsides looked a brighter shade of green. A small child' s laughter became an instant remedy for a bad day.

Miraculously, I woke up from surgery grateful to be alive and well. Words cannot describe the happiness I felt at that special moment—to be given a second chance. My recovery was a long process as I learned to walk again and so simple tasks. I remember when I went home and studied my bald head for the first time. It shouldn' t have surprised me, but it did! Ironically, a month before I knew I had a tumor, I cut my long hair short and donated it to the American Cancer Society. I discovered there is a huge difference between short and bald!

Life can sure throw a good curve ball when you least expect it. Yet I have had this new start, and I am enjoying every minute of it. I used to hear people say you should dream the unimaginable, and I always preferred to plan instead. Now, dreaming big and following my heart' s desire without knowing how it will end up is the only thing I have time to do.

即使在我一個夢想都沒有的時候,我一直都有計劃。讀大學期間,我學會了做人要有責任感,做事要講究條理,要樹立切實可行的目標。然而,所有的事情都發生了變化。去年,大學畢業的前一周是我終生難忘的日子。大學畢業的前幾天,我在離家很遠的地方被診斷患有腦瘤。我陷入了絕望之中,獨自從醫院裏跑了出來,淚水止不住地掉下來,我不知道將來的生活會是什麽樣子。生活在瞬間變得無法預測,我感到茫然。盡管在好友的安慰下痛苦緩解了許多,我卻無法在他們麵前掩飾自己對死亡的恐懼。盡管煩亂至極,我還是完成了考試。