發現花未眠

第36章 讓生命在書香與自然中升華 (6)

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They must discover for themselves that all they have read and all they have been told are lies, lies, lies; and each discovery is another nail driven into the body on the cross of life. The strange thing is that each one who has gone through that bitter disillusionment adds to it in his turn, unconsciously, by the power within him which is stronger than himself.

以為青春是快樂的,這是一種錯覺,是失去了青春的人的錯覺。年輕人知道自己是不幸的,因為他們被灌輸而來的、不切實際的理想充斥著,他們隻要接觸到現實,就會碰得頭破血流。看起來他們就像是一場陰謀的犧牲品,因為他們讀的書由於被精挑細選過而變得完美。長輩回憶往事時,隔了健忘這一層玫瑰色薄霧,用他們的話為年輕人準備了不真實的生活。

年輕人必須自己去發現,那些他們讀來、聽來的事情,全都是謊言、謊言、謊言。每一次這樣的發現,都像是一根釘子,把身體釘在生活的十字架上。奇怪的是,每個人在?過這種苦澀的幻滅之後,因內心某種無法自已的力量,而無意識地為它繼續增添幻覺。

青春不代表快樂,多少年輕人在理想與現實間奔波的時候碰得頭破血流。青春雖擁有快樂,卻也並不易。

兩條道路

The Two Roads

[英國]約翰·羅斯金/John Ruskin

It was New Year' s Night. An aged man was standing at a window. He raised his mournful eyes towards the deep blue sky, where the stars were floating like white lilies on the surface of a clear calm lake. Then he cast them on the earth, where few more hopeless people than himself now moved towards their certain goal—the tomb. He had already passed sixty of the stages leading to it, and he had brought from his journey nothing but errors and remorse. Now his health was poor, his mind vacant, his heart sorrowful, and his old age short of comforts.